人死后，会去哪儿？

到底，

地狱和天堂，

是真是假?

又是否真的有奈何桥?

相传过了鬼门关便会上一条路叫黄泉路，路上盛开着只见花,不见叶的彼岸花。花叶生生两不见,相念相惜永相失,路尽头有一条河叫忘川河，河上有一座桥叫奈何桥。走过奈何桥有一个土台叫望乡台。望乡台边有个亭子叫孟婆亭，有个叫孟婆的女人守候在那里，给每个经过的路人递上一碗孟婆汤。忘川河边有一块石头叫三生石。喝下孟婆汤让人忘了一切。三生石记载着前世今生来世。走过奈何桥，在望乡台上看最后一眼人间，喝杯忘川河水煮今生“泪”。每个人活着的时候，都会落泪：因喜、因悲、因痛、因恨、因愁、因爱。孟婆将他们一滴一滴的泪收集起来，煎熬成汤，在他们离开人间，走上奈何桥头的时候，让他们喝下去，忘却活着时的爱恨情愁，干干净净，重新进入六道，或为仙，或为人，或为畜。不是每个人都会心甘情愿地喝下孟婆汤。因为这一生，总会有爱过的人不想忘却。孟婆会告诉他：你为她一生所流的泪都熬成了这碗汤，喝下它，就是喝下了你对她的爱。来的人眼中最后的一抹记忆便是他今生挚爱的人，喝下汤，眼里的人影慢慢淡去，眸子如初生婴儿般清彻。

如果，

这传说，是真的!

哪你喝了孟婆汤吗？

I was 20 Year Old

Suddenly, someone remind that I was 20 year old,

I'm not a boy any more, I'm a man right now.

She remind me about my age expressly,

but also remind my mind about something implied.

I was 20 year old,

What I shall do?

Actually what is the differences between a boy and a man?

Actually I don't,

but since I was a child, from my understood:

A boy can do whatever thing that he want to do.

because he was young,

boy are risk-lover.

But a man, only can do what they needed to do.

because they scare loss,

man are risk-averse.

Suddenly aware that I cant just do what i wanna to do,

I should thing about other whose were surround me.

Fishing

Today wake up at 6.30am

And follow my uncle go Dengkil fishing but get NOTHING....

Haha

We fail to get any fish, but I had took a lot of photos.

The view of the resort is quite nice and beautiful.

The water is very clear, so that I can see the inside the lake was NO FISH.

Arghhhhhhhhh!!!!

Didn't saw any fish.....Inside the lake.....

Quite funny we all....haha

Fishing at the lake which is no fish....=='''

I was lazy to upload the photos, but the view is very nice.

Even more nice that Kampar.

And inside the resort got many animal such as: hippo, crocodile, and horse and etc.

We were ask the counter the rentel of the hostel is about RM120 each night.

It is quite cheap.

Ok.....

It time to bed......

I'm Robot

Suddenly i aware that i was became a robot.

My sleeping hours were decrease day by day,

sometime i can without sleep 48 hours and won't feel the feeling of tired.

I became more and more GENG ady.

UTAR I "LOVE" YOU....

UTAR training me become a super robot, train me how to working super hard and without sleep for 2day and even more.

Therefore, i should said TQ u UTAR.

And within this trimester UTAR was give me many 1st time,

such as: 139pages d business proposal, 3test + 1 presentation within 3day none stop, and somethings which is very INTERESTING for all the students.

But, sometime robot also will get tired,

Because battery finished liao.

You all dun think that i'm robot, therefore i doesn't need sleep d larh.

Sometime i really will get tired, i also need to take a rest or breath.

If not my engine will get damage....T.T

You felt that i really no want to sleep d meh??

Actually is no enuf time to sleep, bukan saya tak nak tidur la.....

世界末日, 真的来了吗？

2012 真的会末日吗？

越来越多谣言，

是真是假？有谁知道？

是有人刻意制造？还是真的快末日了？

如果是有人刻意制造谣言，

那它的目的又是什么呢？

只是刻意制造换乱？

还是另有目的？

是想捧谁上台？还是又想拉谁下台？

还是，有别的目的？

如果是真的，那我们还有什么能做？

珍惜剩下的时光，然后等死。

还是....

死不甘心，另想它法？

人民几时才会知道，真正的答案？

我想应该是 last minute 吧！

要是世界末日是真的，政府提早公布，

那应该会世界大乱吧！

天灾还没来，人为的祸害就先到了。

政府应该很头痛吧？

说了-> 世界大乱

不说-> 难道要全世界的人都带着遗憾离开吗？

我想政府，应该选择不说吧！

起码，他们好做点！ =='''

只是良心不好过罢了！

希望，世界末日不要来！

我还有很多事情还没做，很多心愿还没完成，我的目标还没到达。

我还不想死，我才刚刚要开始 colourful life only.

原本不相信世界末日会在2012的我，也渐渐的快被～绯闻，谣言............给影响了！

世界末日别来！

这个世界，对我来说还很新。

我还没闯过，疯过，走够！

Every thing is going to end

Time passed so quickly.

NOV is going to end, DEC is coming soon.

SEM2 is going to end, SEM3 is coming soon. ( so fast i will become a degree student)

2010 is going to end, 2011 is coming soon.

So fast all the lecture and tutorial will going to end, the Final Exam is coming soon.

Everything were passed so quickly, until myself unable to adopt the situation. Since i came to KAMPAR already half year. But i felt that the half just like few weeks only, actually it was already half year.

If everything going smooth, so fast i will get graduation.

If everything going soomth, so fast i will get a job with high salary.

If everything going smooth, so fast i will get marry with my beautiful wife.

If everything going smooth, so fast i will get a child and become a father.

If everything going smooth, so fast i will retire and enjoy my retire life.

If everything going smooth, so fast i will dead.

If everything going smooth, so fast ...................(THE END OF MY LIFE)

HAHA

That kind of life sure super boring, everything going too smooth. None stop of smooth, everyday just keep repeat doing same thing. No some special things, no some difficult situation how come the life become no boring leh?

Suddenly homesick miss my sweet home, no reason, no anything. Just felt that i wanted back my sweet home, meet my family and talk with they, just a feeling. Maybe i'm tired wanna back home take a rest or maybe i really miss my family. This few weeks really busy, none stop of assignment, test and video clip. Now i can said byebye to all my SEM 2 assignment and all the test ( just left last- G.math mid-term3). But all the presentations is coming by next week.

Wed- General math mid-term3

Thus-Computer Technology presentation

Fri- Management presentation(30min) OMG

Said byebye to all my presentation and test = Welcome my Final Exam =='''

Time to study, hope that i can get a great CGPA compare with last SEM.

ENOUGH!

Can't bear anymore...Need someone to talk, so stress,tired and sad. Everyday act act act, no want to face that kind of trouble anymore. I always wanna to be a prefect human, always suppress my emotion. Actually I not a prefect person. When i face stress i will become other person, i will become so emotional, so moody and easy get angry. Help me get out from this hell, i can't stay at this situation anymore, even 1day also can't. I'm going to be crazy, always need to face that kind of trouble. Can give me a easy way out? Continue keep like that i will crazy...crazy...crazy...crazy...STOP IT...please!! I beg you!! I beg you!! Need someone to talk but none 1 can be my listener. I wanted talk to someone about my heart sound. But she will never know, that one i want to talk is she. Why so many problem? Why so many trouble? Why? Why? Why?

Why i always need to endure more compare to other?

Why i can't just do what i want?

Why i always need to care about who around me?

Why i always care about what other said and done?

Why i can't get freedom?

Why life so unfair? Who can answer me? I wanted to know that, may i done anything wrong before? Why i need to face so much? I was tired, tired about this situation and no more energy to face that kind of problems. May i give up? I capitulate i lose, you win. I no want to know anymore, and do anymore.

新房客

Yesterday just back frm Selangor only........

Walao.....

谁弄坏了my door？？？ I thought is she.....

Rm 175 me pay??? i xxxx u......

Walao the refrigerator have been damage also.....

Rm 400++ me pay also.....

I xxxx u X 10 times.......

My line suddenly become so lag......

I thought she dl+ing......

Walao....

Enough liao har......

S2p......brainless......

To that fat lady

1st day reach PERAK KAMPAR

1st day reach PERAK KAMPAR...
A new life style strt dy....
Hope evything will goin smooth,ntg will hapen..
I reli reli "she bu de" my hometown,my hm,mr frd n my family.
Bt me most "she bu de"d is my air cond...HaHa
Feeling guai gaui now.....
第一次离开家这么久，感觉很不好受，好想回家，这里缺少了家的感觉。
没有了这种感觉让我好不习惯，也让我觉得怪怪的。
这种怪怪的感觉决让我连肚子饿的感觉也FEEL不到。
好希望可以快点习惯这里的一切一切，因为我还要在这里生活上好几年。
好pekcek，好像上网找人聊天，bt没有WiFi，要买电线才能上。
这里又热又小的房间让我好想回家，好想念在家的感觉。
来到这里什么都没了，在家的安全感没了，熟悉感也没了。
一切的感觉都要从新寻找。
这里的风景真的很美，可是不管多美都没都比不上我家。
因为它没有家拥有的熟悉感和安全感。
没有了这两种感觉，它对我来说就什么意义都没有了。
习惯习惯，何时才能习惯???
我现在就好像迷路的小孩子，好害怕，好没有安全感。
我现在就好像在做梦，好像全部都是假的，
因为这里等一切都好没有真实感，我不想接受这里成为我家。
Feeling lost nw.......

My Diary
7.30am wakeup
9.00am depart my hm
12pm reach Perak Kampar
Den check in......den go TESCO...
Den almost 5pm back to the room
Strt pack the room n my baggage....until 9pm only finished..
So pekcek...
No WiFi n air cond..
Damn.... bue tahan dy....
Who can hlp me??

The End

PEKKEE birthday

Snap pic 2gether.

Tis 2 memang ZI LIAN lo..

'PA ZHU KO' cake snap pic.

Old D 5PA 4 dou jing hua.

Shou Xin Gong-PEKKEE

PEKEE N HER BF

2KG D fruit cake

My Diary

So tired jor,cox afternoon go 3k swin,damn song AH!Is time to slp.G9

The End

人因梦想而伟大,但梦想却因年龄的增加而变得渺小

前几天有位朋友在FB的state写的一句话"人因梦想而伟大,但梦想却因年龄的增加而变得渺小"。我越看越觉得熟悉，原来这句话是我告诉她的。哈哈!(想不到我的文学这么好)=='''
那为什么我SPM的BC只拿C+罢了?=='''
"人因梦想而伟大,但梦想却因年龄的增加而变得渺小"这句话是我在考SPM过后自创的。有意思吧?(HaHa 这个人不会ps的)
梦想只不过是人的推动力罢了!
没有了它，你做事就少了一点推动力。
有了它，你做事就多一点推动力咯。就是这样而已!
那梦想又是什么?(自问自答：在字面上都有得解释咯!梦想就是"只可以在梦里想罢了")
每个人的梦想都不一样，但可以很确定的说：每个人的梦想都是一些很不切实际的东西，或者是只有少数人可以拥有的东西!
就好像有人成绩很差要去做老师啦!
有的人长得很"特别"要去做模特儿啦!
等等...
梦想会随着年龄的增加而变得渺小。
因为，这个是个现实的年代，人总要学会面对现实，虽然现实是残酷地!
每个人都得向现实低头，不管多顽固的人都是一样的。
残酷的现实总会逼人向它低头。
例子:
有一个人他小学时的梦想是长大后可以做脑科医生。
中学时的梦想是长大后可以做医生助手。(因为他的成绩不够好)
中学毕业后他的梦想是做护士。(因为他成绩不够好，不能进理科)
大学毕业后他竟然跑去做售货员。(因为医院都不接受他的求职信)
现在你知道为什么我会说"梦想会随着年龄的增加而变得渺小"了吧?

May09,2010-Tired Day/Second Mother'day Without My Mum

Work until May10, 0200am
ka bo si ke (hokian)
Mis u + love u my mum

The End

This Few Day

01/o5/2010
Labor Day，
1pm go 3k swin-5.30pm reach home.
6pm go Sunway-9.30pm reach home.
10pm go Banting MCD-1am reach home.
haha
A crazy day hung out wif my best frd...
So hapi n so tired...enjoy.
hav a nice nice day....today

30/04/2010
Hav a "xiao ye" in MCD...
den back jjr lo.. and at DiDi home take pic...
until 1am...haha...
wan c tht pic can go my FB profile...
the Photo Album name is "Crazy person,crazy day"

29/04/2010
Ntg special,ntg to wrote.

The End