ENOUGH!

Can't bear anymore...Need someone to talk, so stress,tired and sad. Everyday act act act, no want to face that kind of trouble anymore. I always wanna to be a prefect human, always suppress my emotion. Actually I not a prefect person. When i face stress i will become other person, i will become so emotional, so moody and easy get angry. Help me get out from this hell, i can't stay at this situation anymore, even 1day also can't. I'm going to be crazy, always need to face that kind of trouble. Can give me a easy way out? Continue keep like that i will crazy...crazy...crazy...crazy...STOP IT...please!! I beg you!! I beg you!! Need someone to talk but none 1 can be my listener. I wanted talk to someone about my heart sound. But she will never know, that one i want to talk is she. Why so many problem? Why so many trouble? Why? Why? Why?

Why i always need to endure more compare to other?

Why i can't just do what i want?

Why i always need to care about who around me?

Why i always care about what other said and done?

Why i can't get freedom?

Why life so unfair? Who can answer me? I wanted to know that, may i done anything wrong before? Why i need to face so much? I was tired, tired about this situation and no more energy to face that kind of problems. May i give up? I capitulate i lose, you win. I no want to know anymore, and do anymore.