I was 20 Year Old

Suddenly, someone remind that I was 20 year old,

I'm not a boy any more, I'm a man right now.

She remind me about my age expressly,

but also remind my mind about something implied.

I was 20 year old,

What I shall do?

Actually what is the differences between a boy and a man?

Actually I don't,

but since I was a child, from my understood:

A boy can do whatever thing that he want to do.

because he was young,

boy are risk-lover.

But a man, only can do what they needed to do.

because they scare loss,

man are risk-averse.

Suddenly aware that I cant just do what i wanna to do,

I should thing about other whose were surround me.