I was 20 Year Old

Suddenly, someone remind that I was 20 year old,

I'm not a boy any more, I'm a man right now.

She remind me about my age expressly,

but also remind my mind about something implied.

I was 20 year old,

What I shall do?

Actually what is the differences between a boy and a man?

Actually I don't,

but since I was a child, from my understood:

A boy can do whatever thing that he want to do.

because he was young,

boy are risk-lover.

But a man, only can do what they needed to do.

because they scare loss,

man are risk-averse.

Suddenly aware that I cant just do what i wanna to do,

I should thing about other whose were surround me.

幸福的人，总不知道，自己是幸福的！

幸福是什么？

这个问题的答案因人而异吧！

有些人觉得，幸福就是有财富与权力。

所以他们的一生，都在追求财富与权力。

有些人觉得，幸福就是找到爱自己的人。

所以他们的一生，都在寻找爱她的人。

换句话来说，

每个人的一生，都在追求自己的幸福。

没有人会放弃幸福，

没有人会嫌弃幸福，

更没有人会讨厌幸福。

只是，每个人所追求的幸福都不同而已。

因为幸福的定义总是因人而异。

每个人对幸福都有不同的想法。

所以每个人都在追求着不同的幸福。

但幸福的人，总不知道，自己是幸福的！

他们总是生在福中不知福。

其实，幸福是一种心态。

它可以很简单，也可以很复杂。

只是看你把幸福的定义 set 在那里罢了！

一个无所事事的穷人总说：有钱就是幸福。

一个匆匆忙忙的富人总说：有闲就是幸福。

一个满头大汗的农民总说：丰收就是幸福。

一个漂泊他乡的游子总说：回家就是幸福。

一个失去双脚的残者总说：能走路就是幸福。

一个失去光明的盲人总说：能看见就是幸福。

一个日夜加班的工人总说：不上班就是幸福。

一个德高望重的医生总说：治好病就是幸福。

一个四十有几的光棍总说：有女人就是幸福。

一个衣不遮体的乞丐总说：有饭吃就是幸福。

一个参加高考的学生总说：考上大学就是幸福。

一个北京奥运的选手总说：拿到金牌就是幸福。

一个丢失孩子的母亲说：找到孩子就是幸福。

一个生命垂危的病人说：能够活着就是幸福。

幸福与不幸福都是由你定的。

其实，幸福只需一点点。

太多了就只会有反效果。

就像煮菜放盐，煮糖水方糖。

只需一点点，放多了令人觉得反胃。

有时一句温馨的问候，也是一种幸福！

早上有人叫你起床，也是一种幸福！

一家人完完整整，也是一种幸福！

吃得好，住得好，睡得好，穿得好，也是一种幸福！

没有烦心的事，也没有烦心的人，也是一种幸福！

你不欠别人的钱，别人也不欠你的钱，也是一种幸福！

人人为你，你为人人，也是一种幸福！

你爱的人也爱你，您喜欢的人也喜欢您，你想念的人也在想念你，也是一种幸福！

读一本精彩的好书，是听一首动听的歌曲，是看一部火爆的电影，也是一种幸福！

每天早晨有一杯热牛奶和两只鸡蛋，晚上睡前有一碗八宝粥，也是一种幸福！

考个高分数，读个好大学，选个好专业，也是一种幸福！

找份好工作，娶个好老婆，生个好儿子，也是一种幸福！

不断地努力，是不停地拼搏，也是一种幸福！

一杯清清的开水，也是一杯浓浓的热茶，也是一种幸福！

一声轻轻的问候，也是一次及时的鼓励，也是一种幸福！

平平安安，也是一种幸福！

健康长寿，也是一种幸福！

生活美好了，也是一种幸福！

其实，幸福就是那么的简单。

幸福只需要一点点，人与人之间不需要过多的嘘寒问暖和甜言蜜语，而是可以在生病时递上一杯温水，送上一句问候。

在伤心落泪时，递上一张纸巾。也是一种幸福！

幸福只需要一点点，不需要大把大把$$$$寄回家，只需有空回家看看， 与吃饭。

幸福只需要一点点，可以见到想念的人。也是一种幸福！

幸福只需要一点点，无需刻意，只需有心。

Rush rush rush

Keep rushing for my presentation, mid-term, assignment, reports, talk, and etc......

The reasons i mentioned above are the reason that caused me don't have time to update my blog.

Degree life were more tough that Foundation,

Don't expect degree life will be better than foundation.

Now i wanna to tell u....Impossible....

Rush Rush Rush

Suddenly, now was week 11....

But i was still on the relax mode....

Haha....

I should turn the relax mode to study mode liao....

If not, this Sem sure GG.com....

Suddenly, homesick...

Since week 6 until now, i was 5 week didn't back home ady....

Miss my home so much......

Miss my bed also......

I wanna back home.....

But i still got exam on this Saturday and CARE talk on this Sunday......

Should i back home??

Life is combine by a lot of TIRED....

逼一逼

人若不逼一逼自己就永远也不会知道，自己的能力到哪儿。

人若不逼一逼自己就永远也不会知道，自己可以做得有多好。

人若不逼一逼自己就永远也不会知道，自己到底可以还是不可以。

这就是人，不逼一逼自己，就会越变越懒。

人的潜力大多是靠逼出来的。

Kerwin Tan

One trimester 6-7 subjects, I think that was no problem for you...=='''

Just do it, do anything you want to do.

Believe yourself YOU CAN.

相信自己，

有志者事竟成，无志者靠偏门。

要成功只能靠自己，因为我没后门、也没偏门。

我走的都是大门。

如果，你走的是大门。

想达到目标，就只有一个方法。

就是‘多一点’，何为‘多一点’。

那就是：凡事必别人多做一点，耐心都一点，努力多一点，多用一点时间，多一点投入，逼自己多一点。

如果，你能做到这几点，

你就已经快要成功了。

除非，有人在作怪！！

有一对兄弟，他们的家住在80层楼上。有一天他们外出旅行回家，发现大楼停电了！虽然他们背着大包的行李，但看来没有什么别的选择，于是哥哥对弟弟说，我们就爬楼梯上去！于是，他们背着两大包行李开始爬楼梯。爬到20楼的时候他们开始累了，哥哥说“包包太重了，不如这样吧，我们把包包放在这里，等来电后坐电梯来拿。”于是，他们把行李放在了20楼，轻松多了，继续向上爬。
　　
　　他们有说有笑地往上爬，但是好景不长，到了40楼，两人实在累了。想到还只爬了一半，两人开始互相埋怨，指责对方不注意大楼的停电公告，才会落得如此下场。他们边吵边爬，就这样一路爬到了60楼。到了60楼，他们累得连吵架的力气也没有了。弟弟对哥哥说，“我们不要吵了，爬完它吧。”于是他们默默地继续爬楼，终于80楼到了！兴奋地来到家门口兄弟俩才发现他们的钥匙留在了20楼的包包里了。
　　
　　有人说，这个故事其实就是反映了我们的人生：20岁之前，我们活在家人、老师的期望之下，背负着很多的压力、包袱，自己也不够成熟、能力不足，因此步履难免不稳。20岁之后，离开了众人的压力，卸下了包袱，开始全力以赴地追求自己的梦想，就这样愉快地过了20年。可是到了40岁，发现青春已逝，不免产生许多的遗憾和追悔，于是开始遗憾这个、惋惜那个、抱怨这个、嫉恨那个，就这样在抱怨中度过了20年。到了60岁，发现人生已所剩不多，于是告诉自己不要在抱怨了，就珍惜剩下的日子吧！于是默默地走完了自己的余年。到了生命的尽头，才想起自己好象有什么事情没有完成，原来，我们所有的梦想都留在了20岁的青春岁月。

这一年我20岁了，

渐渐的忘记了我的梦想。

不是我健忘，

而是，以前的我总是忘了，逼一逼我自己。

是时候，逼一逼自己了。

别等到60岁了，才发现太多事情还没完成。

想做的就逼自己去做吧！

别等到老了，才想起太多事情还没做，太多地方还没去。

别让自己后悔了。

有时逼一逼自己也是件好事。

想一个人到处去走走！

常常都想一个人到处走走看看，

不再为了谁而去，也不再为了谁而留。

就只是为了我自己。

想去哪，就去哪！

不用再迁就别人。

但我做得到吗？

背着背包到处走，一直都是我所期待的。

但，我怕还有机会吗？

担子那么重还走得到吗？

其实，一个人也很好。

一个人，除了寂寞点外还是蛮开心的。

一个人，会比以前更爱父母。

一个人时，会对所有的节日大多没什么期待。

一个人久了，会慢慢变得成熟起来。

一个人久了，会越来越理性，越来越现实。

一个人久了，还差点会上瘾的。

虽然，

一个人的日子很自由，

但自由的有点孤单！

虽然，

一个人的生活很轻松，

但却轻松的有点无聊！

以前......

错过了太多，

握住的太少，

遗失了太多，

留住的太少。

是时候，找回那些错过的美好和遗失的时光。

是时候，做回一些自己想做却又还没做的东西。

是时候，学习一个人走了。

是时候，从新出发了。

多想心情不好时，多想听到这一句话呀！

“想出去溜溜。好！来我这吧，吃住全包。”

多好，就这么简单的友情。。。

呵!呵!

其实一个人也好，两个人也好。

只要开心都好。

Fishing

Today wake up at 6.30am

And follow my uncle go Dengkil fishing but get NOTHING....

Haha

We fail to get any fish, but I had took a lot of photos.

The view of the resort is quite nice and beautiful.

The water is very clear, so that I can see the inside the lake was NO FISH.

Arghhhhhhhhh!!!!

Didn't saw any fish.....Inside the lake.....

Quite funny we all....haha

Fishing at the lake which is no fish....=='''

I was lazy to upload the photos, but the view is very nice.

Even more nice that Kampar.

And inside the resort got many animal such as: hippo, crocodile, and horse and etc.

We were ask the counter the rentel of the hostel is about RM120 each night.

It is quite cheap.

Ok.....

It time to bed......

I really no care?

I really disappointed about that, but i always act like i do not care.

I always said nevermind, it does not mean that i do not care.

I always act like so happy.

But actually did i care??

I also don't know, because I didn't feel angry.

But i really hope they can..........

Every1 always think that I very happy 1....

Because i smile, I always laugh, and non-stop talking.

Please do not always think that I'm robot,

I can bear everything, I can accept anything.

I just a normal guy, also will mad and sad.

I love face, so I always act I wont been hurt, actually I had been hurt,

just I didn't show it out.

Because I love my face so I wont admit I loss.

And i wont get other know that, I use my "hot face to touch other cool ass".

That is me,

My style.

Wont going to admit I'm loss.....

I'm a self centered person,

cause i scare get hurt....

I scare i will be abandon by other.

I scare alone, but start from now I really needed to learn how to be independent.

这一年

岁月匆匆,这一年我已经20岁了，看着以前的照片。

回想起以前的我，那个最真的我，突然间感慨万分。

时间，有如流水般悄悄的溜走抓也抓不住。

还记得去年的现在我还在彷徨着要去那间大学就读，

后来，误打误撞进入了UTAR。 想起还真是可笑！

如果，我没误打误撞进入了UTAR， 那我现在的生活又会是怎样呢？

有时我觉得我还蛮幸运的，要不是我误打误撞进入了UTAR，

那我就不会认识那几个Sohai 和那几个Boss聊咯；也不会认识那几个38了！haha

（别想了在说你们啊！） 就知道你们一定会来看！:p

在UTAR读了一年，心里总还是觉得自己还是新生.......

这几年里，我的生活就像坐摩天轮不知来来回回转了几个圈。

低了，又高。高了，又低。

来来回回不断的从复................

要是这几年里的其中一件事情没发生，或许就不会塑造出今天的我、与以前不同的我。

进入大学校门也一年了，时间还真快。

毕业看似还远，但却有那么的迫近。

学业、理想、前途统统压在心头，还真的有点透不过气的感觉。

常常听见一些已出去社会工作的朋友说：‘真羡慕你们这些正在上学的学生’。

我却常常想着可以快点毕业，离开这里，因为UTAR还真的有点像人间炼狱。

外面的人想进来；里面的人想出去；但出去了的人又怀念着在里面的日子。

还真是可笑！

The end of Y1S3 and Foundation & No more 1227

Finally i finished my final exam by ytd.

So fast:

The end of this trimester,

The end Y1S3,

The end of my foundation.

(if everything go smooth) haha!

Waiting the result come out,

Hope that the actual result can match with my expectation.

Hope every1 can get a greater result, compared to previous trimester.

Many of our frds are going to S.Long or Setapak to continue their degree course.

Some of our frds are going to withdraw from UTAR and take an opportunity to register other university or college.

Hope that we still can keep in touch with all of u guy.

Take Care! And rmb the moment we stick together! haha

Finally i check out from 1227 G/3,

The hostel which i complain so much when i just move in the hostel.

But now i really got some feeling that i start "<3" 1227.

The hostel i stay 1 year

The bed i slept 1year.

I guess that i will miss all of "YOU". haha

The centre point of Banana Home was eliminate.

Next time gathering can't organize at 1227 anymore. Sad!!!

So fast i went to Kampar ady 1year, but i always got tat kind of feeling-" I still a new intake student of UTAR Perak campus".

Actually i went to UTAR ady 1 year...=='''

Time pass quickly, so fast i'm 20 years old right now.

My age no beginning with 1X anymore.....5555 T.T

So fast this blog was open 1 year.

At 23 April 2011.

Countdown for final exam!!!

Final exam is coming soon again.....

I hate exam, because i lazy to do revision....DAMN

Countdown 5day for exam......

Is time to study......

I'm Robot

Suddenly i aware that i was became a robot.

My sleeping hours were decrease day by day,

sometime i can without sleep 48 hours and won't feel the feeling of tired.

I became more and more GENG ady.

UTAR I "LOVE" YOU....

UTAR training me become a super robot, train me how to working super hard and without sleep for 2day and even more.

Therefore, i should said TQ u UTAR.

And within this trimester UTAR was give me many 1st time,

such as: 139pages d business proposal, 3test + 1 presentation within 3day none stop, and somethings which is very INTERESTING for all the students.

But, sometime robot also will get tired,

Because battery finished liao.

You all dun think that i'm robot, therefore i doesn't need sleep d larh.

Sometime i really will get tired, i also need to take a rest or breath.

If not my engine will get damage....T.T

You felt that i really no want to sleep d meh??

Actually is no enuf time to sleep, bukan saya tak nak tidur la.....

NOT really fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I hear other frd said that fish only can rmb the things that happen in previous 7second,

It is great if i'm a fish.

I can forget everything that i dun wan to rmb.

世界末日, 真的来了吗？

2012 真的会末日吗？

越来越多谣言，

是真是假？有谁知道？

是有人刻意制造？还是真的快末日了？

如果是有人刻意制造谣言，

那它的目的又是什么呢？

只是刻意制造换乱？

还是另有目的？

是想捧谁上台？还是又想拉谁下台？

还是，有别的目的？

如果是真的，那我们还有什么能做？

珍惜剩下的时光，然后等死。

还是....

死不甘心，另想它法？

人民几时才会知道，真正的答案？

我想应该是 last minute 吧！

要是世界末日是真的，政府提早公布，

那应该会世界大乱吧！

天灾还没来，人为的祸害就先到了。

政府应该很头痛吧？

说了-> 世界大乱

不说-> 难道要全世界的人都带着遗憾离开吗？

我想政府，应该选择不说吧！

起码，他们好做点！ =='''

只是良心不好过罢了！

希望，世界末日不要来！

我还有很多事情还没做，很多心愿还没完成，我的目标还没到达。

我还不想死，我才刚刚要开始 colourful life only.

原本不相信世界末日会在2012的我，也渐渐的快被～绯闻，谣言............给影响了！

世界末日别来！

这个世界，对我来说还很新。

我还没闯过，疯过，走够！

2011

Finally i was finished my SEM2 final examination.
Now just waiting the result.
Before final i always complain time no enough to use.
Now i also keep complaining because too free nothing to do.
HaHa THIS IS ME.
Like too complain so much.

Time passed so quickly, 2010 were passed. Now is 1/1/2011
Wish every human being this world have a brand new life.
2010 were passed, whether it is happy or sadness it were passed.
We need to look forward, our future are waiting us.

Within this 2010 I had many "FIRST TIME".
I had a big turning point in my life,
I had learned a lot of knowledge,
I had experienced a lot,
and etc.

NEW YEAR!
NEW LIFE!
NEW STYLE!
NEW VIEWPOINT!