I really no care?

I really disappointed about that, but i always act like i do not care.

I always said nevermind, it does not mean that i do not care.

I always act like so happy.

But actually did i care??

I also don't know, because I didn't feel angry.

But i really hope they can..........

Every1 always think that I very happy 1....

Because i smile, I always laugh, and non-stop talking.

Please do not always think that I'm robot,

I can bear everything, I can accept anything.

I just a normal guy, also will mad and sad.

I love face, so I always act I wont been hurt, actually I had been hurt,

just I didn't show it out.

Because I love my face so I wont admit I loss.

And i wont get other know that, I use my "hot face to touch other cool ass".

That is me,

My style.

Wont going to admit I'm loss.....

I'm a self centered person,

cause i scare get hurt....

I scare i will be abandon by other.

I scare alone, but start from now I really needed to learn how to be independent.