When I was a child!

When I was a child, i hope to be a teenager!

but now I would like to be a child again.

When I was a child, i hope that I can be a independent person!

but now I hope i can rely on some1 forever.

When I was a child, I like those things that are complexity!

but now I like those things that are simple.

Since I was a child, I hope that i can live without my parent!

but now i hope that i can stay with they everyday.

Since I was a child, i hope that one day i can move out from my home!

but now I hope that i can back home everyday.

I wanna to be a child again,

When I was a child, my sky was always blue.

because there was ntg needed me to worries.

When I was a child, my mind is simple.

because I doesn't needed to evaluate everything around me.

Simple life is happy.

When I was a child, my life is simple.

because i doesn't have any trouble.

Live without trouble is happiness.

When I was a child, happy was very simple.

Now, simple life is happy.

Age and mind are interdependent thing.

One's mind was changing, while his/her age is changing.

When I was a child,

What I did were follow what I want!

But now,

What I did were follow what I needed.

逼一逼

人若不逼一逼自己就永远也不会知道，自己的能力到哪儿。

人若不逼一逼自己就永远也不会知道，自己可以做得有多好。

人若不逼一逼自己就永远也不会知道，自己到底可以还是不可以。

这就是人，不逼一逼自己，就会越变越懒。

人的潜力大多是靠逼出来的。

Kerwin Tan

One trimester 6-7 subjects, I think that was no problem for you...=='''

Just do it, do anything you want to do.

Believe yourself YOU CAN.

相信自己，

有志者事竟成，无志者靠偏门。

要成功只能靠自己，因为我没后门、也没偏门。

我走的都是大门。

如果，你走的是大门。

想达到目标，就只有一个方法。

就是‘多一点’，何为‘多一点’。

那就是：凡事必别人多做一点，耐心都一点，努力多一点，多用一点时间，多一点投入，逼自己多一点。

如果，你能做到这几点，

你就已经快要成功了。

除非，有人在作怪！！

有一对兄弟，他们的家住在80层楼上。有一天他们外出旅行回家，发现大楼停电了！虽然他们背着大包的行李，但看来没有什么别的选择，于是哥哥对弟弟说，我们就爬楼梯上去！于是，他们背着两大包行李开始爬楼梯。爬到20楼的时候他们开始累了，哥哥说“包包太重了，不如这样吧，我们把包包放在这里，等来电后坐电梯来拿。”于是，他们把行李放在了20楼，轻松多了，继续向上爬。
　　
　　他们有说有笑地往上爬，但是好景不长，到了40楼，两人实在累了。想到还只爬了一半，两人开始互相埋怨，指责对方不注意大楼的停电公告，才会落得如此下场。他们边吵边爬，就这样一路爬到了60楼。到了60楼，他们累得连吵架的力气也没有了。弟弟对哥哥说，“我们不要吵了，爬完它吧。”于是他们默默地继续爬楼，终于80楼到了！兴奋地来到家门口兄弟俩才发现他们的钥匙留在了20楼的包包里了。
　　
　　有人说，这个故事其实就是反映了我们的人生：20岁之前，我们活在家人、老师的期望之下，背负着很多的压力、包袱，自己也不够成熟、能力不足，因此步履难免不稳。20岁之后，离开了众人的压力，卸下了包袱，开始全力以赴地追求自己的梦想，就这样愉快地过了20年。可是到了40岁，发现青春已逝，不免产生许多的遗憾和追悔，于是开始遗憾这个、惋惜那个、抱怨这个、嫉恨那个，就这样在抱怨中度过了20年。到了60岁，发现人生已所剩不多，于是告诉自己不要在抱怨了，就珍惜剩下的日子吧！于是默默地走完了自己的余年。到了生命的尽头，才想起自己好象有什么事情没有完成，原来，我们所有的梦想都留在了20岁的青春岁月。

这一年我20岁了，

渐渐的忘记了我的梦想。

不是我健忘，

而是，以前的我总是忘了，逼一逼我自己。

是时候，逼一逼自己了。

别等到60岁了，才发现太多事情还没完成。

想做的就逼自己去做吧！

别等到老了，才想起太多事情还没做，太多地方还没去。

别让自己后悔了。

有时逼一逼自己也是件好事。

I really no care?

I really disappointed about that, but i always act like i do not care.

I always said nevermind, it does not mean that i do not care.

I always act like so happy.

But actually did i care??

I also don't know, because I didn't feel angry.

But i really hope they can..........

Every1 always think that I very happy 1....

Because i smile, I always laugh, and non-stop talking.

Please do not always think that I'm robot,

I can bear everything, I can accept anything.

I just a normal guy, also will mad and sad.

I love face, so I always act I wont been hurt, actually I had been hurt,

just I didn't show it out.

Because I love my face so I wont admit I loss.

And i wont get other know that, I use my "hot face to touch other cool ass".

That is me,

My style.

Wont going to admit I'm loss.....

I'm a self centered person,

cause i scare get hurt....

I scare i will be abandon by other.

I scare alone, but start from now I really needed to learn how to be independent.

The end of Y1S3 and Foundation & No more 1227

Finally i finished my final exam by ytd.

So fast:

The end of this trimester,

The end Y1S3,

The end of my foundation.

(if everything go smooth) haha!

Waiting the result come out,

Hope that the actual result can match with my expectation.

Hope every1 can get a greater result, compared to previous trimester.

Many of our frds are going to S.Long or Setapak to continue their degree course.

Some of our frds are going to withdraw from UTAR and take an opportunity to register other university or college.

Hope that we still can keep in touch with all of u guy.

Take Care! And rmb the moment we stick together! haha

Finally i check out from 1227 G/3,

The hostel which i complain so much when i just move in the hostel.

But now i really got some feeling that i start "<3" 1227.

The hostel i stay 1 year

The bed i slept 1year.

I guess that i will miss all of "YOU". haha

The centre point of Banana Home was eliminate.

Next time gathering can't organize at 1227 anymore. Sad!!!

So fast i went to Kampar ady 1year, but i always got tat kind of feeling-" I still a new intake student of UTAR Perak campus".

Actually i went to UTAR ady 1 year...=='''

Time pass quickly, so fast i'm 20 years old right now.

My age no beginning with 1X anymore.....5555 T.T

So fast this blog was open 1 year.

At 23 April 2011.

Missing last year moments

So fast, i'm University student now.

Missing last year moments,~ Secondary School~.

Miss the moment we sleep at the class,

(Now University you wan sleep just sleep la....no1 will scold or wake you up.)

Miss the moment we skip the class,

(Now want skip just skip only...nobody will concern about you, call your friend help you to sign all settle already, but you need to consider about your final result. Still want skip?)

Miss the moment we scold by teachers,

(Now no matter what you do, no1 will care about, unless you disturb the lecturer teaching other students. If no the lecturer won't going to stop you doing anythings.)

Miss the moment we halau by the teachers

(Now the lecturer won't halau you anymore, the lecturer will tell you " If you think that you are expert, after you sign your attended list, you can go out/back already. I won't stop you.")

Last time everyday I also hope that: I wanted get out from the hell(Secondary school).

But now I hope that: I can back to that particular moment(Secondary school life).

This is human~"After lost, only knew cherish".

Last year today i still busy about my SPM.

Now i'm busy about Assignment, tests and final exam....

Keep on busy.....haha

Within this year, a lot of thing were change.

Some become more better but some become more worse.

That is life....Nothing is perfect.

Something imperfect will make our life more colorful and won't be too bore.

Now already NOV. This year is going to end, 2011 is coming soon and my Final Examination coming soon also.=='''

Hope that i can get greater result which is compare to SEM1. Higher self-believe, higher performance. I Believe I Can, Than I Can.

Hope 2011 will become more better, everything will go smooth, no hinder and difficult.

Hope everyone who are live in this world can be healthful and happyness.

New handphone~Vivaz

Bought new handphone,because my K800 was broken.
Vivaz
Suddenly bought new handphone.
Out of my control, i didn't plan to buy handphone on this year.
but my K800 was broken, so i has to buy a new 1.
Lost my contact numbers.
Budget dificit, Save money, decrease spending, increase income...=='''

回家了!

回家了，人累了，心也累了。
该给 "身&心" 休息了。

所有的感觉都回来了，
熟悉感回来了，
安全感也回来了，
慢节拍的生活回来了，
熟悉的生活节奏回来了，
一切一切的感觉都回来了。

一切都好像慢了下来。
不必再东赶西赶，忙忙碌碌。
Assignment,test,homework
一切都可以暂时抛在脑后。


享受着家乡的一切一切，
享受着回家的感觉，
享受着双人床的自由翻滚，
享受着冷气的凉快，
享受着和朋友出去的快感，
享受着家里的晚餐。

好舒服的床，
让我可以睡到1pm。

每天都拥有幸福只会使人麻痹，
久久才拥有一次幸福才会使人珍惜。

珍惜着回家的时光，珍惜着这里的一切一切。

My Diary
A sleepy day, whole day felt sleepy.

The End

PekKee wedding dinner

2010年6月5号，我又多一个朋友变成阿嫂了。

一日之间，从少女变成阿嫂，长大咯！

不过你变成阿嫂后还是很美。

song bo?? said u beautiful....haha

不管怎样，我最想说的就是~祝你永远幸福永远快乐，恩恩爱爱到白头。

TO~PEKKEE

My Diary
A busy day~.~
11am~wakeup
1pm~3k
5pm~reach home
6.30pm~wear SUI SUI n set hair,
wait Jackson cum fetch me go PEKKEE wedding dinner.
7.15pm~Jackson cum fetch me.
snap snap snap photos.
~~~~~~
suddenly the dinner end liao.
10.30pm~dinner habis liao.
115opm go banting MCD.
1.30am bek home.
a busy day was end.

Tis few day me gt many thing n many feelingwana to write,

bt at JJR no time to write,

At Perak hostel no mood to write.

The End

No mood

Haiz...
No mood, tis room reli wil make me no mood.....
So bored.....bue tahan.....
I wan back JjR...555
Goin back Perak jor....
Now at Perak liao...
Pekcek ah....my table damage...KNS
So sienx,so pekcek,n ntg to do....

My Diary
Moring~hapi....cox suddenly found my hostel key....
Afternoon~moody....cox nid go back Perak liao....
Night~sienx....ntg to do.....pekcek+ing...

The End

Last day b4 goin Perak study

Last day b4 goin Perak study, feeling so sad...
Mayb is me think too much make me becum moondy...
i no wan depart my hometown,my hm,my family n my frd....
Bt bo bian jor....
Hope evything will b smooth....
nt thing will hapen....
I gt alot word wan to said,bt duno hw to strt....
Duno how to descrife it.....
Moody moody

My Diary
Busy day....
pack my baggage..n those thin i wana bring to Perak....
9.30pm go out....
go GOLDCOAST....so beautiful 1....bt no mood to appreciate...

So sad,so moody,so down, duno how to describe my feeling......

Den JongHao call me , n ask me go mid west.....
Reach thr bt ntg talk v them.....
Meaningless...
No mood to wri more again.....

The End

Frdship 4ever

Frd vy 'SHE BU DE' u all.

Bt bo bian jor.

PERAK waiting 4 me.

I NID TO GO.

Frd i wana to tell u:

Everything will goin to change,bt our frdship will nvr change.

Frdship 4ever!!

My Diary

Jx back frm klang...

DAMN CRAZY...

Go JJ watch movie bt all full jor...

So bo bian jor...

"MO TA TAI"...
Pergi cari makan lo....

BANGI KOPITIAM-tak boleh pakai d....

So we 'san' 1st....

den go MCD makan lo...
At thr Bla! bla! bla! lol..

1am back frm klang....

Bt kena block...so 2am only reach home.

1st time kena block by 'mata' 2time in 1 day..

haha

Memang 'lucky' jor..

Hapi n enjoy hung out v my frd.

The End

Tmr "the second mother's day without mother"

Tmr is mother'day.The second mother's day without mother.Mis my mum so much ......Want to gv my mum a hug and a kiss.........Wan to meet n chat V my mun again,bt was impossible hav been....Mum now me ady regret why i nvr gv u a hug and a kiss when u still alive....Mum i miss u so much....I Love U mum......
Frd rmb to gv ur mum a hug n a kiss.Tis is a simple action,bt it will make ur mum hapi vy much.

May08,2010-Busy day
1300pm-wake up
1330pm-go 3K swin
1600pm-back home/go MCD buy ice cream
1710pm-reach home(so tired ady)
1730pm-go work
May09,2010
0200am-reach home(super tired ady)

The End

又是无聊的一天! ah! ah! ah! ah! ah!

今天一整天都没事做就只好上网看照片咯!看叻!看叻! 就被那些照片吸引住了!足足看了5-6hrs! 那些照片真的好美。别想歪了，我不是看'那些'照片。我看的是海底生物!

以下都是我精心筛选的照片。

这是Sea Angel、也称为Clione limacina、流冰天使和冰海精灵貌。

如天使的“冰海小精灵”(学名Clione limacina )，不过它不是水母，属于软体动物，雌雄同体，来自北冰洋，在南极洲海域、日本北海道海域也有发现。“Clione limacina”是从希腊神话中海神的名字演化来的。当它在海水里展翅游泳时，小翅膀看起来像天使的翅膀。她通体透明，在水中冉冉飘动，像浮在半空中的天使。

“冰海精灵”透明的身体中央有着红色的消化器官，看起来像一颗火热的红心。她又是传说中的幸运之神，热恋中的情侣们看到她那颗火热的红心，可以为自己带来浪漫的爱情、美满的婚姻.

太阳水母

这种如太阳般的水母类生物主体呈圆形，向外伸出一长一短两层触须，就像黑暗星空中的太阳，向外放射火红的光线一样。学名benthocodon hyalinus。此前只在南极洲和加利福尼亚州附近海域发现过。

红唇水母

这一红唇水母学名cydippid ctenophore，在北冰洋水下1300米到2400米之间很常见。

亮红色水母

这种名叫crossota millsae的水母呈亮红色和紫色，在加利福尼亚州和夏威夷海域也有分布。这种水母是科学家在北冰洋海底2000米深处发现的。

深海管状水母

这是一种和水母有关的深海管状水母目动物。当伸展开来，这种动物可以达到3米长。学名Marrus orthocanna。

蓝色小水母

这是科学家发现的新水母物种。这种蓝色小水母生活在北冰洋水下1400米到2000米之间。

栉水母

是一种发光海洋生物，它们可以发出一种另类的防护光。这种防护光通常被称为“牺牲标签”。当栉水母被捕食者吞到腹中后，会引起某些半透明捕食者身体也会发出光芒，这种光芒对于捕食者来说是非常危险，它们因此也成为更上层捕食者的猎物。所以，栉水母的防护光也被称为“牺牲标签”。

短吻绿眼鱼

为了能够在漆黑的海洋中生存，每一种生物最好都要拥有锐利的眼睛，这既有助于发现伪装的物物，也有助于及时发现敌人。在这一方面，短吻绿眼鱼则拥有很大优势。与许多深海捕食者一样，短吻绿眼鱼向上扫描猎物，主要是依靠来自上方的光线进行判断。当一些鱼类被猎物利用反照明策略迷惑时，短吻绿眼鱼则可以利用其久经考验的锐眼识破一些猎物的发光伪装。在它们的眼睛中，有一种绿色发光色素，这种色素就好像是一种过滤器，可以吸引周围海洋环境中的深蓝色光线。科学家认为，这一特性可以帮助短吻绿眼鱼识别出由发光生物所发出的浅蓝色与海洋环境的深蓝色之间的不同。

海蛞蝓 诺福克蛞蝓

在温暖的浅水中可以长到更大的体形，可以产生更多的变种。 海蛞蝓通过这种艳丽的彩色向捕食者发出警告，它们可能具有很强的毒性。

水晶海蛤蝓

这是在北海海域发现的海蛤蝓，通体晶莹剔透。

小飞象章鱼

海葵幼虫
研究人员表示这只管海葵幼虫已开始像成年个体那样利用触须捕食猎物。位于图片中部的是它的腹部，颜色较暗说明它最近吃过东西。

年幼的头足类动物

这个好似天外来客的生物是一只年幼的头足类动物(cephalopod)。“cephalopod”这个词来源于希腊语的“头/足”，鱿鱼和章鱼都是这个家族的成员。虽然幼仔和成年个体在外貌上存在巨大差异，但都长有带吸盘的肢体以及大大的眼睛。

透明鱿鱼

栉水母
栉水母属于雌雄同体，它的生殖腺位于子午管的内壁，呈长条状，精巢卵巢各在一侧。生殖细胞成熟后，精子由精孔排出，接着卵子也由生殖孔排放，卵子在体外受精。除了栉水母和风船水母等是直接发育外，其他如兜水母类、带水母类和扁栉水母类，都要经过变态才能变为成体。

叶状栉水母

这种叶状栉水母学名为“Bathycyroe fosteri”，大约有5厘米高。在大西洋中脊附近海域中，这种水母很常见，而且数量很多。叶状栉水母是一种辐射对称的海洋动物，与腔肠动物门一样，具有内胚层、外胚层和中胶层。该门动物与腔肠动物的区别是：体外通常长有8条栉毛带，2条触手上通常有粘细胞而无刺细胞，背口端有固定的感觉区。

蓝圈八爪鱼

虽只有高尔夫球那么大，这种八爪鱼带有剧毒，它的一击足以置人于死地，而且没有解药。

不同种类的深海章鱼

一种水母的幼体

一种棘皮类动物

浮蚕

巨型南极片脚虾

科学家们收集了数以百计的动物标本，并且确定了其中的十五种片脚类动物为新发现的品种，它们长得很像虾类，图中所示的就是一只新品种的巨型南极片脚虾。科学家们还发现了四种新型的腔肠科生物，它们看起来好像是珊瑚、海蜇或是海葵的近亲，进一步的品种鉴定还在进行当中。

玻璃乌贼

这种玻璃乌贼的外套膜看起来就像人们跳波尔卡时穿着的舞裙，上面漂亮的圆斑点让这种玻璃乌贼看起来有点像卡通片里的形象，也为这漆黑阴暗的深海环境平添了一点亮色。




寄居蟹



无毒水母

世界上独一无二的无毒水母生活在艾尔莫克岛水母湖，曾是太平洋的一部分，由于地壳运动，周围的海床升高，逐渐将它与外海隔绝，形成了一个看似普通的内陆咸水湖。其不普通在于，湖中大多数海洋生物都随着养分的消耗而消亡，只剩下了一种低等的、靠少量微生物就可以生存的海洋生物——水母。由于天敌们的消失，这些水母“遗失”了祖先用以防卫自身的武器——身体内的毒素。这样，水母湖拥有了世界上独一无二的无毒水母。

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Why got this feeling AND shot me 99

Why Got This Teeling
今天的心情不知道是开心还是伤心，
整个人就是怪怪的，好不自在。
心情五味参杂。

Shot Me 99
Walao A
Tht person reli is shot me 99..
I knw my ENG broken u no nid shot me 996 d ma..
shot till me reli is SPEECHLESS..
Duno how to talk wif u....
When c ur email me more sad..
" Frm ur email show tht ur ENG is vy bad.
Unless u improve ur ENG u wil nt pass all ur exam."
Soli lolx
I promise u...me will improve my ENG..

Yang
bye bye,
wish u all the best..

The End