Every thing is going to end

Time passed so quickly.

NOV is going to end, DEC is coming soon.

SEM2 is going to end, SEM3 is coming soon. ( so fast i will become a degree student)

2010 is going to end, 2011 is coming soon.

So fast all the lecture and tutorial will going to end, the Final Exam is coming soon.

Everything were passed so quickly, until myself unable to adopt the situation. Since i came to KAMPAR already half year. But i felt that the half just like few weeks only, actually it was already half year.

If everything going smooth, so fast i will get graduation.

If everything going soomth, so fast i will get a job with high salary.

If everything going smooth, so fast i will get marry with my beautiful wife.

If everything going smooth, so fast i will get a child and become a father.

If everything going smooth, so fast i will retire and enjoy my retire life.

If everything going smooth, so fast i will dead.

If everything going smooth, so fast ...................(THE END OF MY LIFE)

HAHA

That kind of life sure super boring, everything going too smooth. None stop of smooth, everyday just keep repeat doing same thing. No some special things, no some difficult situation how come the life become no boring leh?

Suddenly homesick miss my sweet home, no reason, no anything. Just felt that i wanted back my sweet home, meet my family and talk with they, just a feeling. Maybe i'm tired wanna back home take a rest or maybe i really miss my family. This few weeks really busy, none stop of assignment, test and video clip. Now i can said byebye to all my SEM 2 assignment and all the test ( just left last- G.math mid-term3). But all the presentations is coming by next week.

Wed- General math mid-term3

Thus-Computer Technology presentation

Fri- Management presentation(30min) OMG

Said byebye to all my presentation and test = Welcome my Final Exam =='''

Time to study, hope that i can get a great CGPA compare with last SEM.

ENOUGH!

Can't bear anymore...Need someone to talk, so stress,tired and sad. Everyday act act act, no want to face that kind of trouble anymore. I always wanna to be a prefect human, always suppress my emotion. Actually I not a prefect person. When i face stress i will become other person, i will become so emotional, so moody and easy get angry. Help me get out from this hell, i can't stay at this situation anymore, even 1day also can't. I'm going to be crazy, always need to face that kind of trouble. Can give me a easy way out? Continue keep like that i will crazy...crazy...crazy...crazy...STOP IT...please!! I beg you!! I beg you!! Need someone to talk but none 1 can be my listener. I wanted talk to someone about my heart sound. But she will never know, that one i want to talk is she. Why so many problem? Why so many trouble? Why? Why? Why?

Why i always need to endure more compare to other?

Why i can't just do what i want?

Why i always need to care about who around me?

Why i always care about what other said and done?

Why i can't get freedom?

Why life so unfair? Who can answer me? I wanted to know that, may i done anything wrong before? Why i need to face so much? I was tired, tired about this situation and no more energy to face that kind of problems. May i give up? I capitulate i lose, you win. I no want to know anymore, and do anymore.

Missing last year moments

So fast, i'm University student now.

Missing last year moments,~ Secondary School~.

Miss the moment we sleep at the class,

(Now University you wan sleep just sleep la....no1 will scold or wake you up.)

Miss the moment we skip the class,

(Now want skip just skip only...nobody will concern about you, call your friend help you to sign all settle already, but you need to consider about your final result. Still want skip?)

Miss the moment we scold by teachers,

(Now no matter what you do, no1 will care about, unless you disturb the lecturer teaching other students. If no the lecturer won't going to stop you doing anythings.)

Miss the moment we halau by the teachers

(Now the lecturer won't halau you anymore, the lecturer will tell you " If you think that you are expert, after you sign your attended list, you can go out/back already. I won't stop you.")

Last time everyday I also hope that: I wanted get out from the hell(Secondary school).

But now I hope that: I can back to that particular moment(Secondary school life).

This is human~"After lost, only knew cherish".

Last year today i still busy about my SPM.

Now i'm busy about Assignment, tests and final exam....

Keep on busy.....haha

Within this year, a lot of thing were change.

Some become more better but some become more worse.

That is life....Nothing is perfect.

Something imperfect will make our life more colorful and won't be too bore.

Now already NOV. This year is going to end, 2011 is coming soon and my Final Examination coming soon also.=='''

Hope that i can get greater result which is compare to SEM1. Higher self-believe, higher performance. I Believe I Can, Than I Can.

Hope 2011 will become more better, everything will go smooth, no hinder and difficult.

Hope everyone who are live in this world can be healthful and happyness.

Stress

Stress are going to break me down...

So, tired..... Enuf....enuf....

Don't give me anymore External pressure....

I was unable to bear anymore.....

PLEASE!!!

If you all continue keep like that...

I'll going to be crazy....

PLEASE stop tell me anymore about that kind of words.

STOP IT!!! STOP IT!!

None stop of Tests & Assignments,

Make my brain never stop of thinking and hand never stop of doing.

I wanted to liberate all the stress,

No want stress anymore.....

I need sometime to slow down...

To liberate the stress...

And rest...

Give me some personal roomage.

Give me some personal time.

Give me some freedom.

Give me some fun.

Don't force me anymore!

Please!

Life is tired

A lot of things waiting me to settle.
A lot of things waiting me to do.
A lot of book waiting me to read.

Life = a lot of TIRED
May i take a rest?
May i get a free time?
May i slp until automatic wake up?
May i throw all the trouble things away?
I no want my life get bother.

Rush Rush Rush
Time no enough.....

Dun give up.....
Just a temporary situation.

Busy+ Comment for U life

1mon didn't update my BLOG ady.....

Because of busy and lazy.

Start frm week4 every week keep exam exam and exam.....

The exam are driving me crazy.

Until now majority of the mid term ady across.

And the assignment driving me goin crazy also.

Tired+Tired

Frd if u are in secondary school dun think tat U life, will bttr then secondary school life.

You will get disappoint when the 1st day you enter University.

Dun think tat university life have a lot of freedom&fun, no need study also can pass.

Until the end you will get knw ur imagine are totaly wrong.

Especially you are UTAR student.

So frd enjoy ur life, if you are secondary school student.

Because tat style of life won't repeat again.

Plx cherish IT.

And don't always keep complain ur mum cooking skill.

When you enter U you will start to miss the repast cooked by ur Mum .

And don't always keep complain "mum, why you still hvn wash my cloth?"

When you enter U, nobody will hlp you to wash ur cloth, all the cloth you need to wash by urself.

And don't keep complain " Mum why my room so dirty??"

When you enter U, ur hostel will more dirty.

And don't complain everyday stay at house so bored.

When you enter U, you want to stay at home also no chance.(except sem break)

Trust me!

If you dun belief you will get knw when u enter University.

Ady more than 1mon didn't back home. Miss my hometown so much.

Homesick.