Suddenly

Suddenly, can on9 lol...

137 no internet d.....

Suddenly, back home lol.....

Home swt home......

Suddenly, i'm degree student lol.....

Time pass quickly, went to UTAR ady 1 year.....

Suddenly, Blogger i was back.....

137 no internet can't update my blog......

Suddenly, i move from 1227 to 137......

My hostel at Kampar......

Suddenly, this sunday was father day....

Happy father day to all the father in this world.....

A lot of suddenly......

Time passed so quickly, i went to Kampar ady more that 1 year.....

Time passed so quickly, now ady week3 for my degree Sem1....

Time passed so quickly, the middle of 2011, so fast 2011 will going to end soon.....

Time passed so quickly, i'll no more belong to 19 year old.......

Time passed so quickly, the presentation, assignment, mid term test is coming soon again....

Is time to switch my relax mode to study model.......

小学，中学，大学了！

懵懵懂懂，混过了幼稚园。

天天真真，混过了小学。

吵吵闹闹，混过了中学。

半懂不懂，进入了大学。

两年的幼稚园生活，把懵懵懂懂的我们改变成了会守纪律。

~教会了我们如何守次序。

~教会了我们如何尊敬师长。

~教会了我们一些最 basic 的知识。

六年的小学生活，把天天真真的我们改变成了不再天真。

~我们领悟了，生活不是只有"红橙黄绿蓝靛紫"而是有1600万种颜色。包括：灰色&黑色。

~我们领悟了，我们的生活不会再那么的顺心。

~我们领悟了，简单将不再属于我们。

~我们领悟了，天真将不再属于我们。

五年的中学生活，把整天吵吵闹闹的我们改变成了有点稳重。

~我们明白了，梦想，就真的只可以在梦里想。

~我们明白了，理想很丰满，现实很骨感。

~我们明白了，失败&成功的滋味。

~我们明白了，我们该长大了。

四年的大学生活，把半懂不懂的我们改变成了什么都不想多懂。

~我们变得，对所有事不再充满好奇心。

~我们变得，害怕嘲笑变得不再发问。

~我们变得，害怕麻烦而不想多管。

7岁的我们，抱着小学入学通知证走入小学。

一眨眼........

12岁的我们，抱着小学毕业证书走出小学。

13岁的我们，拿着中学入学通知书步入中学。

一眨眼........

18岁的我们，抱着高中毕业证书走出中学。

转眼间，我们都毕业了。

有些人进入了大学，有些人步进了社会，也有些人步进了教堂。

每个人都有自己的路要走，但大多数人都怀念着中学的时光。

中学就是那个你刚来的时候巴不得早点可以离开，可真当你真的要走的时候又希望能多留一两天或永远不要离开的地方。

中学时总爱逃课，但再也不用逃课了，因为在大学里Lecturer不会逼着你去上课。

中学时总爱染头发，上了大学后却渐渐的爱上了黑发。

中学时总爱在班上玩手机，大学里没人限制你不可以玩手机，但你却在上课时 automatic 的把手机给 turnoff 了。

温暖幸福画面过后，只剩下心痛。

夜深了，平静的心情渐渐被孤独与寂寞替代，渐渐思念起离去的至亲，便轻轻地对着天空问候，在远方的你过得还好吗？摸着胸口，静静地听着自己的心跳，回忆着一直让我无法忘怀的感觉，温暖幸福画面过后，一丝又一丝痛楚开始从头脑传到心房。心痛的感觉又回来了！

以为复原的伤口把纱布拆开后才发现原来伤口一直都在。只是时间久了，渐渐地对疼痛的感觉麻痹了，才觉得不痛了。自己欺骗自己的谎言说久了，自己也信以为真了。“I'm fine！I'm fine！I'm fine”。 说久了，还真的以为自己没事了。原来谎言说久了自己也会信以为真。

眼泪可以冲刷一切，眼泪可以把感觉变淡，但却不能把回忆删掉。偶尔的回想心还是会痛，只是痛的感觉也变淡了。

时间可以麻木一切，时间可以把感觉麻木了，也可以把不习惯变成了习惯。但心还是会被突然间脑袋闪过的画面而触痛。温暖幸福画面过后，只剩下心痛。

借钱还钱。向上天借了越多的幸福，期限到了就要偿还越多的心痛与无奈。

Stress

Stress are going to break me down...

So, tired..... Enuf....enuf....

Don't give me anymore External pressure....

I was unable to bear anymore.....

PLEASE!!!

If you all continue keep like that...

I'll going to be crazy....

PLEASE stop tell me anymore about that kind of words.

STOP IT!!! STOP IT!!

None stop of Tests & Assignments,

Make my brain never stop of thinking and hand never stop of doing.

I wanted to liberate all the stress,

No want stress anymore.....

I need sometime to slow down...

To liberate the stress...

And rest...

Give me some personal roomage.

Give me some personal time.

Give me some freedom.

Give me some fun.

Don't force me anymore!

Please!

Why??

Why i always like to cares something or
some person tat is no important in my life?
How made me become like tat?
Is some reason made me become like tat?
Or this is my natural?
Why i always cares about what other said n did?
Something tat i predictable,
but while the time i get it, i still will feel sadness n disappoint.
I thought i will become like tat,
it is cause by my natural and the environment i facing.
Is time to force myself back to the right way.

At hometown now.

The result

Suddenly the result come out lolx.....
I can said bye bye to Sem4 liao...haha
And also can throw the note into the lake liao....
But can't reach my expectation.....disappoint...
Sorry Mum and Dad....
My target is 3A but now just got 2 only.....Sad....
But luckily my CGPA still over 3.O.....
But still haven't reach my target....Haiz
My Eco ar.....
Why just get B- ?
Walao A!!
I cant believe my Eco just B nia....

WoWoW
All pass i can said bye bye to this 5 subjects liao....Wakaka
Suddenly put down the stone in my heart...
And less 1 of my trouble.....
The feeling was so nice.....

The result out already...
That mean the holiday is almost going to finished liao....
Should i happy or sad??
Happy can meet the school friends liao..
Sad need to go back Kampar and can't go out with hometown friend liao...

Suddenly........
I knew that I fall in love with the logion wrote by William Shakespeare......
His logion so nice..... Meaningful...

Expectation is the root of all heartache.
Nice....no expectation no heartache lol.....

Game Over

Finished all my presentation n midterm lolx.....

Like so hapi hor??

FINAL EXAM IS COMING SOON!!!

Game over liao.....

Scary...

Blur+trouble+pekcek+trouble.....DAMN..bue tahan...

Wa!wa!wa!
siao liao!siao liao!
Wakeup too 'early' 1430pm! 1st time!
Headache now! Headache+ing how to fill the frm.
Until now only finished fill the frm.
Apa KYY aplication frm la....DAMN 'ma fan'
Tmr still nid scan into my pc den sd to UTAR,jiu ' da gong gao cheng' le..
HaHa
Call my sis hlp me scan it. She keep Bla! bla! bla!
Her sound make me so pekcek....
My valcona hiam hiam boom!
HaHa !
If boom sure "die many ppl"(kua zhang fa)
Nex week nid pay the edu fee liao.

Time gona fast.
Nex sunday me will move to PERAK jor.
PERAK reli is a good situation for study,
Cox near ntg.
Who go there study must can PIA! PIA! PIA!
Cox at there u ntg to do.
No more shopping centre!
No more GreenBox,RedBox,Neway!
No more amusement park!
Apa pun tak ada.HaHa!

Duno how to describe my feeling.
Hapi-can have a new life style.
------can learn more n knw more.
------can cognition more frds n a lot.

Sad-nid move away frm my lovely house.
-----nid detach my family.
-----nid detach my good frds.
-----nid depart my hometown.

Scare-scare sumthing no smooth

------scare i can't pass the exam.

------scare i will mis my family.
------sacre me cant life without Air Cond.Haha
------scare me bue habit everythin at there.

Trouble, stil haven found the house 2 rent.
Hope,
-Everything will goin smooth,ntg will hapen.
-Found the house soon.
-I can pass all the exam.
-I can enter the course i wana to take.
-Settle all the problem of edu fee.
GOD BLESS ME!!

My Diary

Ntg happen.

A pekcek+busy+blur+trouble day

The End