My heart

Saturday, March 26, 2011

I'm Robot

Suddenly i aware that i was became a robot.
My sleeping hours were decrease day by day,
sometime i can without sleep 48 hours and won't feel the feeling of tired.
I became more and more GENG ady.

UTAR I "LOVE" YOU....
UTAR training me become a super robot, train me how to working super hard and without sleep for 2day and even more.
Therefore, i should said TQ u UTAR.

And within this trimester UTAR was give me many 1st time,
such as: 139pages d business proposal, 3test + 1 presentation within 3day none stop, and somethings which is very INTERESTING for all the students.

But, sometime robot also will get tired,
Because battery finished liao.

You all dun think that i'm robot, therefore i doesn't need sleep d larh.
Sometime i really will get tired, i also need to take a rest or breath.
If not my engine will get damage....T.T

You felt that i really no want to sleep d meh??
Actually is no enuf time to sleep, bukan saya tak nak tidur la.....


Thursday, March 17, 2011

NOT really fine.

I'm fine.
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I'm fine.
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I'm fine.

I hear other frd said that fish only can rmb the things that happen in previous 7second,
It is great if i'm a fish.
I can forget everything that i dun wan to rmb.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

世界末日, 真的来了吗?


2012 真的会末日吗?
越来越多谣言,
是真是假?有谁知道?
是有人刻意制造?还是真的快末日了?

如果是有人刻意制造谣言,
那它的目的又是什么呢?
只是刻意制造换乱?
还是另有目的?
是想捧谁上台?还是又想拉谁下台?
还是,有别的目的?

如果是真的,那我们还有什么能做?
珍惜剩下的时光,然后等死。
还是....
死不甘心,另想它法?

人民几时才会知道,真正的答案?
我想应该是 last minute 吧!
要是世界末日是真的,政府提早公布,
那应该会世界大乱吧!
天灾还没来,人为的祸害就先到了。

政府应该很头痛吧?
说了-> 世界大乱
不说-> 难道要全世界的人都带着遗憾离开吗?

我想政府,应该选择不说吧!
起码,他们好做点! =='''
只是良心不好过罢了!

希望,世界末日不要来!
我还有很多事情还没做,很多心愿还没完成,我的目标还没到达。
我还不想死,我才刚刚要开始 colourful life only.
原本不相信世界末日会在2012的我,也渐渐的快被~绯闻,谣言............给影响了!

世界末日别来!
这个世界,对我来说还很新。
我还没闯过,疯过,走够!

Friday, March 4, 2011

小学,中学,大学了!

懵懵懂懂,混过了幼稚园。
天天真真,混过了小学。
吵吵闹闹,混过了中学。
半懂不懂,进入了大学。

两年的幼稚园生活,把懵懵懂懂的我们改变成了会守纪律。
~教会了我们如何守次序。
~教会了我们如何尊敬师长。
~教会了我们一些最 basic 的知识。

六年的小学生活,把天天真真的我们改变成了不再天真。
~我们领悟了,生活不是只有"红黄绿蓝靛紫"而是有1600万种颜色。包括:灰色&黑色。
~我们领悟了,我们的生活不会再那么的顺心。
~我们领悟了,简单将不再属于我们。
~我们领悟了,天真将不再属于我们。

五年的中学生活,把整天吵吵闹闹的我们改变成了有点稳重。
~我们明白了,梦想,就真的只可以在梦里想。
~我们明白了,理想很丰满,现实很骨感。
~我们明白了,失败&成功的滋味。
~我们明白了,我们该长大了。

四年的大学生活,把半懂不懂的我们改变成了什么都不想多懂。
~我们变得,对所有事不再充满好奇心。
~我们变得,害怕嘲笑变得不再发问。
~我们变得,害怕麻烦而不想多管。

7岁的我们,抱着小学入学通知证走入小学。
一眨眼........
12岁的我们,抱着小学毕业证书走出小学。

13岁的我们,拿着中学入学通知书步入中学。
一眨眼........
18岁的我们,抱着高中毕业证书走出中学。

转眼间,我们都毕业了。
有些人进入了大学,有些人步进了社会,也有些人步进了教堂。
每个人都有自己的路要走,但大多数人都怀念着中学的时光。

中学就是那个你刚来的时候巴不得早点可以离开,可真当你真的要走的时候又希望能多留一两天或永远不要离开的地方。

中学时总爱逃课,但再也不用逃课了,因为在大学里Lecturer不会逼着你去上课。
中学时总爱染头发,上了大学后却渐渐的爱上了黑发。
中学时总爱在班上玩手机,大学里没人限制你不可以玩手机,但你却在上课时 automatic 的把手机给 turnoff 了。

Thursday, March 3, 2011

I'm still alive!!

UTAR system crazy already?
3test within 1 week (Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday) didn't consider other students who having individual presentation during this week( Including me) and the deadline of our English assignment was this week also.

How do you think about "why UTAR system do that kinds of arrangement?????"
Training us to work more harder?
OR
Wanna us to fail?

Even that i was put a lots of effort, but i still unable to score very well in the last mid-term test and presentation.
This not my 1st time presentation, why i still lack of confidence and so nervous? And done a lots of mistake during the presentation.
Argh!!
Good afternoon why i said good morning?
And why i din't check through the slide?
"The higher confidence you has, the higher marks you get"
I want to become more and more confidence.

For the ECS test i really din't score very well, because i just read through the notes only.
I din't memorize all the name of ECS term.
Therefore i can't score well.
Next time i must put more effort in final.
Still got 6week- FINAL again.

At the end, i wanted to tell every1 i'm still alive.
I didn't been killed by UTAR crazy system, and crazy tests arrangement.

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