HOPE

CNY is coming soon, but everything were change.

I hope everything can turn back to the original pattern.

I hope everything can back to the right way.

I hope the problem will get solve very fast.

I hope everyday is a great day.

I hope everything never be change, especially the things we care the most.

I hope every one can always stay in happy and health.

If i had done anything wrong,

Please forgive me!

And please forgive other also.

If u saw this,

Please come together with me to realistic my easy HOPE.

You can do it!

Just depend on u want to do it or not.....

Like doesn't have second chance,

Don't do something u will get regret,

If u were done it,

Please!!!!

Go back and do correction, if not u will regret until the moment u dead.

I hope u don't do it.

1st day of my Sem3

Time passed so quickly, so fast i was a Sem3 student,

The last Sem in foundation. If i pass all the subject in this Sem.

Today i just having 1 class only "English For Communication",

because all the Tutorial not yet start.

That all today...........

温暖幸福画面过后，只剩下心痛。

夜深了，平静的心情渐渐被孤独与寂寞替代，渐渐思念起离去的至亲，便轻轻地对着天空问候，在远方的你过得还好吗？摸着胸口，静静地听着自己的心跳，回忆着一直让我无法忘怀的感觉，温暖幸福画面过后，一丝又一丝痛楚开始从头脑传到心房。心痛的感觉又回来了！

以为复原的伤口把纱布拆开后才发现原来伤口一直都在。只是时间久了，渐渐地对疼痛的感觉麻痹了，才觉得不痛了。自己欺骗自己的谎言说久了，自己也信以为真了。“I'm fine！I'm fine！I'm fine”。 说久了，还真的以为自己没事了。原来谎言说久了自己也会信以为真。

眼泪可以冲刷一切，眼泪可以把感觉变淡，但却不能把回忆删掉。偶尔的回想心还是会痛，只是痛的感觉也变淡了。

时间可以麻木一切，时间可以把感觉麻木了，也可以把不习惯变成了习惯。但心还是会被突然间脑袋闪过的画面而触痛。温暖幸福画面过后，只剩下心痛。

借钱还钱。向上天借了越多的幸福，期限到了就要偿还越多的心痛与无奈。

I just like a invisible person

I just like a invisible person, every1 also omit me.
I'm the last 1 in everyone's mind and I'm the last name in their friend list.
No matter what I had done and said, no1 will sense it.
I always is the last 1 in everyone's mind.
I was tried to improved this situation but it is useless.
Haha
I'm the person abandon by everyone, no1 will care about me.
I was improved, but just like no people will aware I was change.
So now i find out that i better keep my mouth shut, because nobody will care about me.

Sometime i find out that i can't be too sensitive about other action.
Because it will made me felt more sad, because them felt that i duno them dislike me.
But actually i can sense it. "I WAS DISLIKE BY EVERYONE"
Just i act like i don't know, but them felt that i really duno.

Actually i can know a purpose of a person, but i can't tell his/her frds.
Because, his/her frds will said that i want to break their relationship.
Because i just the last 1 in everyone's heart,
I just the last name in their mind.

SEM2 Final Result were out

Finally the result were come out, when i'm shopping at Mid Vally.

Disappointed no A, just got A-

Especially my Management can't get A, just B+

My Computer Technology also, just B+ only. Unbelievable!!!!

Walao!!!!WTF!!!WTH!!!

What i"m doing???

But the result still achieve my minimum expectation,

Is better compared with SEM1.

But i should happy because my ENG get B, but my ENG still need improve.

Hope that next SEM my ENG can get A also, but i think that is impossible.

Hahaha

Ok!! It were passed.

Now focus on my SEM3 final exam.

Hope that my frds all pass the exam, i no wanted to see other frds withdraw form UTAR.

Go Mid Vally shopping today, With my frds.

I want go SHOPPING, i want buy long pant.

I dun have NEW long pants.

Human life is short, but if this despicable too short life, it too long

Human life is short, but if this despicable too short life, it too long~Shakespeare
Last few week I always keep complaining time no enough but now, I'm wasting my time everyday and do nothing everyday. Everyday sleep, Facebook, Dota, Watch movie. I hate my life like that. "Time Is Gold"I know that, but I still keep wasting my time on the things that are meaningless. I still got 10days holiday, but I find out that I really nothing to do and no plan to do anything.
I start became lazy, I wanted to get a job any part time job for me??

Argh!!
Everyone go back school already, but I just start my holiday only.
Why UTAR's system always deffer from other university?
The exam time always crash with other holiday. Haiz!

Argh!!
Bored ahhhhh!
I want go shopping, but no1 can accompany me.
Lonely, I'm so lonely....argh!

Waiting the result....................zzzzZZZZ
Faster come out lah.....Argh!

2011

Finally i was finished my SEM2 final examination.
Now just waiting the result.
Before final i always complain time no enough to use.
Now i also keep complaining because too free nothing to do.
HaHa THIS IS ME.
Like too complain so much.

Time passed so quickly, 2010 were passed. Now is 1/1/2011
Wish every human being this world have a brand new life.
2010 were passed, whether it is happy or sadness it were passed.
We need to look forward, our future are waiting us.

Within this 2010 I had many "FIRST TIME".
I had a big turning point in my life,
I had learned a lot of knowledge,
I had experienced a lot,
and etc.

NEW YEAR!
NEW LIFE!
NEW STYLE!
NEW VIEWPOINT!