All out of my control

Tired already!

Everyday keep try to pull all the things into the right way, until now i only knew that i unable to lead all the things into the way i want. I was tried to lead all the things into the right way but...FAIL

Some1 can tell me what should i do?

And how to do NOW??

1 thing

2 things

3 things...........

All start out of my control, and the things will out of my control is increasing day by day.

Tired already!

I do that does not mean I'm obstinacy, just because i scare.

I scare get hurt.

I scare get injury.

I no want get hurt again and again.

I no wanted to feel the feeling of pain. I scare already.

"I'm fine"

is easy to said out but actually you really fine?? Nobody know about it, and nobody care about it.

They ask " Are you fine" just like you saw u teacher and said "Good morning teacher" is for respect only, but actually not really care about you.

"Put down"

You think that put down is really so easy?

But it is very difficult for me. I also want to put down, but i can't get do that. I tried to put down before but finally I find out that i lose to do that. So i no wanted to forced myself anymore, just let the time be the medicines for me to put down. I believe time is the only medicine for my heart.

Final Exam is coming soon..... 3 more week. But me still no mood to study and not yet start my revision because of some reasons.

Every time when i open the book i will feel sleepy and felt that FB is more interesting for me. No mood study how?I no want my result worse that last SEM.

Finally i find out that:

I'm tired can't walk anymore need take rest already.

Go take MC....MC