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Monday, May 20, 2013

生命里的过客!

生命中总有许许多多的过客,每个过客都会陪我们走过一段又一段的路程!
于是生命里的过客换了又换,来了又走,走了又来。

也就是这些,来了又走,走了又来过客们,
组成了我们的一生。

或许命中注定,你们也只是我生命里的过客,注定了只能陪我一程。
我却要用一辈子的时间送你们离开。

有些过客的离开不值一提,
有些过客的离开让你成长,
但也有些过客的离开让你撕心裂肺的痛。
有些过客是指甲,剪掉了还会重生,无关痛痒。
而有些过客是牙齿,失去以后永远有个疼痛的伤口无法弥补。


有些人总说:要珍惜眼前人,紧紧抓住你想要的人与事。
因为,有些事,错过就不再来;有些人错过,就已不在。
可他们却不知道,
在这个世界上,总有些人是注定要擦肩而过的。
不管你愿不愿意,你总要放手!

过客与否,就看在什么时候你遇见什么人!
对的时间,遇见对的人,是一生幸福,
对的时间,遇见错的人,是一场心伤,
错的时间,遇见错的人,是一段荒唐,
错的时间,遇见对的人,是一生叹息。

过客般的开始,过客般的结束,过客般的落幕。
或许有天,
我将不再记得你们的名字,
也不再记得你们的样子,
对你们也将只剩下认识过的熟悉感。

但我还是要谢谢你们,
谢谢你们来过我的世界,
谢谢你们在我故事中的参与,
谢谢你们曾陪我走过的岁月,
谢谢你们让我更坚强!

谢谢你们~我生命中的过客。

  

Friday, November 30, 2012

30.Nov.2012

Actually I duno what to WRITE!! today
But i just feel like wanna update my blog.

Super duper long time didn't update my blog.
2 months didn't access to my blog account ady. 

30.Nov.2012, the last day of Nov, 
which mean 2012 is going to end!

My Y2S2 going to end soon,
Just left the final exam and then Y2S3.

This sem I was damn relax, because just took 2 subs only!! haha
BUT, busy for my part-time job!

Stupid UTAR just offer me 2 subs only.   T.T

However, this is a great Sem for me to enjoy my university life.
Free from burning midnight oil and rush for assignments.
Suddenly I feel like university life is great. ONLY THIS SEM!

Monday, October 1, 2012

Separation

Most of my friends were changed their relationship status from single to in a relationship, but I still single.

Some people asking me:
Why u still single?
Do you felt lonely?

Yes, I felt lonely and the loneliness growth heavy when I get older.
Loneliness was frightful, but the feeling of losing someone you love so much was more horror.
Once you experienced IT you will never ever forget IT. 

Some person said:
Being separated is a part of life.
We had to learn it and feel it.
This is life!

But I just wanna ask:
May I skip this part of experiences in my life?
I was afraid this kind of feeling.
Separation was too horror.
Especially with the one you love so much!

Sometime I was thinking:
It is possible to loving someone without afraid of losing them?
If we love someone so much, how we able to handle when god wanna separate us?

It is possible for us to live our entire live without loving anyone?
If we without loving anyone, izit the percentage for us to get hurt will be lower?

It is possible for us to meet someone that will never abandon us and never left us alone?
I just looking someone that will never left me alone, so that I can give all my love to she/he!

This would be my little wish!

Sunday, June 17, 2012

May I cry?

I hate myself, why I'm a person prefer PREFECT!
It was too difficult to be a prefect person!

I hate myself too responsible, always like to bear all the responsibility on my shoulder!
It was too difficult to be a responsi person!

Why I can't just live like a normal teenager?
I put effort and heart, but until the end....
WHAT I GETS?
GOD u see what u had done?
U just like a bitch!
I will never never believe u again!

I just not as stronger as you think!
U just given me too much of challenges,
I was tired! Please give me a break!

I not a superman or any super natural hero,
I just a human!

I want to cry but I just can't do it!

Thursday, June 14, 2012

累了!

一个人在外头久了,多么渴望回家的感觉!
在外头的日子,多么软弱的人都得变得坚强与理性!
或许是逞强,坚持和理性太久了吧!
好久没有感觉到这么累了!
好想好想停下歇歇。

忘了是多少年前的我们,
没有烦恼!也不懂什么是烦恼!
那时候的我们总是太年轻,
就算碰钉子却也不会觉得痛,
就算走错路也不怕要回头。

不知何时开始渐渐的,
碰钉子我会觉得疼,
走错路我会害怕浪费时间。
是我变得敏感了些,
还是这就是长大必须付出的代价?

不知何时开始,我们的单纯被侵蚀了!
取而代之的却是丑陋与邪恶!
在这个严重污染的城市里,有谁可以不生病呢?
或许,出淤泥而不染只可以用在莲花上吧!

或许“累” 与“丑陋”就是成长的代价吧!

Friday, May 18, 2012

18 May 2012

Since I finished my final exam until today,
Suddenly I got time to update my blog.
I was don't how to describe my feeling, 
because it was so complicated that it simply beggared all description.
After I finished my Y1S3 final exam.
It made me felt like very relax and also very stressful, because YEAR2 is coming soon.
The subjects would become tougher and tougher.
But I like those subjects so much, because I like challenges.
Furthermore, stress is my motivation!

This wonderful Y1S3 was ended with a amazing trip!
4days 3night (Cheras, KL, Genting, Puchong trip) 


First day (12 May 2012)

Fullhouse Giant Cheras

Fullhouse Giant Cheras


Second day

I also don't what I doing! haha
Cause keep rushing!


Third day
Genting Highlands Outdoor Theme Park

Coffee Terrace @ Genting Hostel

Coffee Terrace @ Genting Hostel
Yummy! Yummy!

Coffee Terrace @ Genting Hostel


Fourth day
Asian Water Sports Village(Puchong)

Asian Water Sports Village(Puchong)

The end of our trip!

Thursday, March 15, 2012

童年!

突然间,好想回到小时候!
为什么人总会在不知不觉中长大了!
如果“童年”就像 Tetris Battle 般时间快完时会通知我们那有几好?
我们就不会浪费童年的时光了!
也不会在不知不觉中长大了!
那种无忧无虑的生活还真让人怀念!
没有担忧,没有烦恼的生活,这么让人怀念!
如果这世上真的有时光机那该多好?
人不只可以回味美好的时光,还可以少掉很多的遗憾!

小时候的梦想,现在成了妄想!
小时候天天真真,现在变成假假真真!
小时候的吵吵闹闹,想在变成不敢再闹!
小时候的天马行空,现在变成左算右算!
小时候总是懵懵懂懂,现在总是太过清醒!
以前总想长大, 现在总想变小!


转眼间,我们都长大了!
快乐被没收了!
天真也被没收了!
慢慢地成熟起来了!
慢慢变得越来越现实了!

简单也不再属于我们了!
所有的期待也慢慢消失了!
渐渐的我们明白了,梦想终究是梦想,只可以在梦里想!

无法挽回的东西总是美好的!
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