Separation

Most of my friends were changed their relationship status from single to in a relationship, but I still single.

Some people asking me:

Why u still single?

Do you felt lonely?

Yes, I felt lonely and the loneliness growth heavy when I get older.

Loneliness was frightful, but the feeling of losing someone you love so much was more horror.

Once you experienced IT you will never ever forget IT. 

Some person said:
Being separated is a part of life.
We had to learn it and feel it.
This is life!

But I just wanna ask:
May I skip this part of experiences in my life?
I was afraid this kind of feeling.
Separation was too horror.
Especially with the one you love so much!

Sometime I was thinking:
It is possible to loving someone without afraid of losing them?
If we love someone so much, how we able to handle when god wanna separate us?

It is possible for us to live our entire live without loving anyone?
If we without loving anyone, izit the percentage for us to get hurt will be lower?

It is possible for us to meet someone that will never abandon us and never left us alone?
I just looking someone that will never left me alone, so that I can give all my love to she/he!

This would be my little wish!