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Sunday, March 4, 2012

人死后,会去哪儿?


到底,
地狱和天堂,
是真是假?

又是否真的有奈何桥?
相传过了鬼门关便会上一条路叫黄泉路,路上盛开着只见花,不见叶的彼岸花。花叶生生两不见,相念相惜永相失,路尽头有一条河叫忘川河,河上有一座桥叫奈何桥。走过奈何桥有一个土台叫望乡台。望乡台边有个亭子叫孟婆亭,有个叫孟婆的女人守候在那里,给每个经过的路人递上一碗孟婆汤。忘川河边有一块石头叫三生石。喝下孟婆汤让人忘了一切。三生石记载着前世今生来世。走过奈何桥,在望乡台上看最后一眼人间,喝杯忘川河水煮今生“泪”。每个人活着的时候,都会落泪:因喜、因悲、因痛、因恨、因愁、因爱。孟婆将他们一滴一滴的泪收集起来,煎熬成汤,在他们离开人间,走上奈何桥头的时候,让他们喝下去,忘却活着时的爱恨情愁,干干净净,重新进入六道,或为仙,或为人,或为畜。不是每个人都会心甘情愿地喝下孟婆汤。因为这一生,总会有爱过的人不想忘却。孟婆会告诉他:你为她一生所流的泪都熬成了这碗汤,喝下它,就是喝下了你对她的爱。来的人眼中最后的一抹记忆便是他今生挚爱的人,喝下汤,眼里的人影慢慢淡去,眸子如初生婴儿般清彻。

如果,
这传说,是真的!
哪你喝了孟婆汤吗?

Monday, February 6, 2012

I do not understand!!

Everyone in this world are unique,
because everyone in this world having their own personality and....
It is totally difference with their friends even their family.
It was so amazing, even in this world got around 70billion of peoples,
But they are unique compare to each other!

Although it is amazing in some1 perspective,
but it may create a lot of problems when there was existing more than more persons!

So this would be the root of my trouble!
Just because everyone in this world are unique and having difference characteristic,
So it create a lot of barriers when we communicate with other.

Just from my perspective I've dislike those people who are......
Lazy, depravation, no target, don't know cherish what them have and etc.
Sometime I really can't understand why this world got such as that kind of people!
They have family, their farther and mother still alive and love them so much!
But they never feel satisfy, they never cherish, and never respect their farther and mother!
They was the most lucky part of people in this world!
How come they never aware that them are blessed by god!
And how lucky they are!

What those people do is just........................
Complaining they are the most unlucky people in the world! 
Why they dint born in a rich family?
Why their farther and mother don't love them?
More and more complaining never stop!

Lastly, there got the other type of people.
They having those characteristic I mention at above some more they never cherish money!
They will spend all their money or salary into: LV, Gucci, Levi's, Iphone, Prada, Burberry, and etc!
Sometime I really don't understand what their mind is thinking about!

This post is just based on my opinion don't talk about YOU or YOU!
If u feel that you are the person I mention at above. 
I think that you should improve your personality. 

Saturday, January 28, 2012

CNY 2012 (100th posts)


新年快樂!
時間過得真快,年初六了!
今年的新年還是和以往沒兩樣,
只是氣氛差了些!

現在才發覺新年的氣氛還真的一年不如一年!
現在的新年氣氛怎樣也不如以前來的濃厚,
或許是人长大了的緣故吧!

還蠻懷念小時候的新年!
整個腦袋想的都是紅包!
現在的新年已變質了!

時間來得快!
去得也快!
不知不覺中....
今年我21歲了!
兩張沒得找了!

初一的 Look!
Red! Red! Red! All in red color!

我的新年願望只有一個就是~
“心想事成”
想什麼,有什麼!

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Something wrong with me!

我不再是我!
那個積極的我去了哪?
那不會浪費時間的我去了哪?
那個self principle很高的我去了哪?

到底是現在的我以不是我, 還是現在的我才是我?
到底是什麼東西在我的体內做怪?
我好想問 :“我倒地怎麼了?”

以前的我,不會玩game 玩一整天。
I wont spend whole day time on playing game!

以前的我,不會每天呆在家裡。
I will become super active during evyday night.

以前的我,不會不想去Shopping。
我一提到 Shopping 总会渾身是劲!

堅持是我以前的天性,
但現在放棄卻變成了我的本性!

如我再不鞭策自己,
我已快變成一個废材了!
這是我最討厭的生命角色!

以前我的身体裡住了,
2個 Mr.勤勞 & 1個 Mr.懶惰。
但最近我發現我太体內的 2個 Mr.勤勞 已被 Mr.懶惰 “打” 死了!

在2012年裡,
我不想再這樣過生活了!

我要變回以前的我!
为了生活努力打拼的我!

     I Quit Tetris Battle




Friday, December 30, 2011

Say bye to 2011 and say hai to 2012!

I was finished my Y1S2 final for 2 weeks, but I was lazy to update my blog.
My laziness was become more and more strong inside my body.
I has to remove it!

Suddenly come to the end of 2011,
In 2011 ntg special, ntg unforgettable, no so much of sadness and etc.
2011~it just past very smooth!
2011 didn't left any footprint in my life, becox it ntg special in my life!
I was done well in 2011 and hope 2012 will be a wonderful year for me!

2012 ~ I'm coming, I hope u can give me a wonderful YEAR.
Summore, wish evy1 "All The Best" in 2012.

Hope:
My result will get better,
God plz blesses my family,
God plz blesses my friends also,
Summore, God plz bless me also! 

2012 dun let me disappoint! 

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

她的坚强,让七个从小一起长大的孩子不用分开。却也苦了自己!

前天,我又去了以趟 community service ~ Kampong Bali
这次我们是去做 Servey.
当我访问第三间家时,我遇见了一位独居老人。
刚开头她对我的态度,并不友善。
原来她以半身不遂了十多年,
孩子们也搬了出去!

我和她聊着聊,她对我说了“她的故事”。
她是个平凡的妇女,却拥有不平凡的命运和性格。

她有7个子女,过着安安稳稳的生活。
突然间,她的丈夫去世了。
突然间,她必须从一个小妇人变成一个撑起整间家的人,
一个可以养活8张口的人。
有人要领养她的孩子,但他不肯。
她宁愿自己苦,也不让孩子们分开。
就是她的这份坚强,
让七个从小一起长大的生命不用分开。
却也苦了自己!
是命运给了她,不平凡的命运。
而她却为了自己创造了不平凡的性格。

不知不觉,和她越聊越久。
她哭了!
我也哭了!

她的生活虽苦,但她却满足。
当她说起他的孩子时,
她笑了!
我也跟着笑了!

听过了她的故事,
原来我并不惨。

草莓族,你们还在埋怨什么?
你们还不够幸福吗?

越不完美的命运,越能创造出完美的人格。
不是吗?

忐忑命运不是折磨,而是机会!


Wednesday, October 12, 2011

紧紧抓住自己想要的!
















我曾经说过:‘执着是好事,但过分的执着只是愚蠢’!
因为当时的“我”不是现在的“我”!
或许这句话是对的,但我却不用了!

现在的我,却用这句话做人:
“紧紧抓住自己想要的,就算别人误解嘲笑也无所谓!”
我不知道这句话有没有背叛我所说过的话?

以前的我总是没有自信,
每当遭受别人的嘲笑,
放弃通常会是我的首选。

可现在的我背叛了我所说过的话和做过的事!
经过了大学的磨练,
自信心在不知不觉中慢慢的被磨练出来了!
这时我才发现或许我并不完美,
但我也不差到哪里去吧?
或许是我自相矛盾,也或许是我变了吧?
渐渐的我变得固、挑剔和要求高!

或许别人说我太固执,
或许别人说我太执着,
或许别人说我太挑剔,
或许别人说我要求太高,
但我只知道这就是我,这就是我的目标。
生命就是要这样,没有想要的就永远也不会进步。
Don't say "I wish", but saying "I will".

不明白我的人总说:“你太固执了、你太执着了、你太挑剔了、你要求太高了!”
但我只能说:
固执~ 只有固执的人才不会放弃!
执着~ 只有执着的人才才会成功!
挑剔~ 只有挑剔的人才会造就完美!
要求太高~ 只有要求太高的人才会精益求精!

满足只会让自己停下脚步与退步。
人可以停下脚步却不可以退步。

懒惰是人的天性,So....
Stop saying " I wish", but saying "I will"!
This will be the quote that may help u to achieve success.

Some more, the result were released.
Disappointed with this result really.
When I see the result really got a feeling wanna to cry.
I don't believe I always can't achieve my target.
I must put more and more effort in the following trimesters.
Good luck to myself !
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