My heart

Sunday, June 17, 2012

May I cry?

I hate myself, why I'm a person prefer PREFECT!
It was too difficult to be a prefect person!

I hate myself too responsible, always like to bear all the responsibility on my shoulder!
It was too difficult to be a responsi person!

Why I can't just live like a normal teenager?
I put effort and heart, but until the end....
WHAT I GETS?
GOD u see what u had done?
U just like a bitch!
I will never never believe u again!

I just not as stronger as you think!
U just given me too much of challenges,
I was tired! Please give me a break!

I not a superman or any super natural hero,
I just a human!

I want to cry but I just can't do it!

Thursday, June 14, 2012

累了!

一个人在外头久了,多么渴望回家的感觉!
在外头的日子,多么软弱的人都得变得坚强与理性!
或许是逞强,坚持和理性太久了吧!
好久没有感觉到这么累了!
好想好想停下歇歇。

忘了是多少年前的我们,
没有烦恼!也不懂什么是烦恼!
那时候的我们总是太年轻,
就算碰钉子却也不会觉得痛,
就算走错路也不怕要回头。

不知何时开始渐渐的,
碰钉子我会觉得疼,
走错路我会害怕浪费时间。
是我变得敏感了些,
还是这就是长大必须付出的代价?

不知何时开始,我们的单纯被侵蚀了!
取而代之的却是丑陋与邪恶!
在这个严重污染的城市里,有谁可以不生病呢?
或许,出淤泥而不染只可以用在莲花上吧!

或许“累” 与“丑陋”就是成长的代价吧!
free counters